I have a Question !!

Silent depression
creeps through my body
my mind keeps trying
heart keeps crying

My hopes are coded
prayers keep coming
to take me out of this
tearful bind

I refuse to choose what I need
love him still
and can't let go
but can never hold on

My Love is an obstacle
that I can't budge
Having him around
is too depressing
Will I ever Let it Go ??

LOST !!!!

Once strong for words, now speechless
Not knowing where to go, what to do
What to say, what to feel
My mind numb, my heart throbs.

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath,
Lost as a kid, lost as an adult

I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault
Lost as a person, cant find my way
Lost in life every day, Lost in worry

Lost in Me, I need a break
Lost in wonder which road should I take?
Lost in a place I don’t know well
Where are you now? There’s no one to tell
Lost here all alone To break these walls

Lost in mind
Lost in soul
Lost memories, there just a hole
Lost family, lost my place
Still yet I’m full of hate
Lost in boredom think I’ll leave
There’s a lot in life I need to achieve

One of these Dayz !!

Sooner or Later
you'll look back to see
that I was always there
but you were never there for me !!

One of these days
your heart will start to ache
then you'll realize
there was a risk you needed to take !!

Sooner or Later
you'll look around and search for me
I will be gone far away
but in u Always and forever.

- Aparajitha Rajagopalan

I hate You

I Hate u wen u r alwayz rite
say you hate me
I ll accept the shame

I hate you wen u r alwayz there for me
Say you hate me
I ll accept the Blame

I hate You wen u r always smiling
Say You Hate me
I ll Neva Cry

Dont Say you Love
for I mite fall to pieces

PS:I Love you !!!

-Aparajitha Rajagopalan