Wednesday, May 4, 2011

A Night Mare Come true

I was so scared to tell you how I felt
Scared because I might lose you
I was scared because these feelings were real
I was scared because I know this goodbye is forever
In aghast because this will be the last time
Scared because we were torn apart
I'm so scared because you aren't even mine.

There was no meaning,
You left me behind when I wanted you to be near
Scared to lose you yet i don't have you
They took you away
And I know you are in good hands
Yet Scared to let go

Because life will never be the same
And i know this won't ever change
I've lost you yet I never had you
And Yes, my nightmare has come true.

- Aparajitha Rajagopalan

The Perfect Imperfection !!

She Wears the Best of Clothes
The beautiful danglers on her ears
And black liners on her eyes,
Her hair smooth and straight

She looks into the mirror
And she’s not surprised how cruel
The mirror reminded her,
She looked perfectly imperfect.

The imperfection keeps shredding her heart
Wishing day and night
To erase all her scars that taints her,
To melt her fat into the ground,
That anguishes her to Death.

She keeps wishing upon the wishing stars
Not to make her beautiful
But to make her Go blind,

So that she can never see
her Ugly self,
and all the perfect imperfection.

-Aparajitha Rajagopalan