This is So ME !!

Weird Looks n Stifled laughs

Cold stares n obvious whispers

Looser taunts n Earth quake jokes

Wow they jus look at me like Im an Alien!!

I neva wanna show my sorrow.
I neva wanna show my pain.
I won't show my tears.
I refuse to feel shame!!

Ppl think I don't have feelings.
They think I don't have a heart.
They think it has been smothered,
In these layers of fat that I sport.

N Now I have started believing it!!

With my head up I smile.
Gleams of pride in my eyes.
Instead of letting them get to me,
I just walk on by.

-Aparajitha Rajagopalan

Living a Lie

I don’t know how long I would Live this Lie
But Someday,
When the days are long
And the sun shines brightly in the sky
You will look at me the way I look at you
And see me the way that I see you
A beautiful being to me !!
A day when my dreams come true
And everything is right with the world
You will see deep in my heart is you
And know that You are the only one
A day when the earth and heaven are one
And we will walk together hand in hand
You will have a place in your heart for me
But for now, it's only just a Lie
Until you see how I care for you !!!

- Aparajitha Rajagopalan <3